Stupid Thing

Why sometimes things goes so freakin' good, so perfectly fine, and instead of that you have this stupid bad feeling? And it's not even the kind of feeling that you can ignore... or you can (at least) know what it's about. No, you just hide behind some reason, but it's not the correct one. It's just an excuse, or maybe you do feel bad about it, but it's not the reason that gives you that annoying feeling.
Why, if everything it's going so well? why? Why can't you just enjoy it?

Stupid thing...

Granpa... i really miss you